Tracking the Obsession
My current obsession with Japan stems from a two-month stay in Tokyo in 2004. But the roots go much deeper—all the way back to childhood. I've recently been thinking about those roots. How did it come to this, that I've completely re-tracked my life in a Japanese direction?
Let's find out.
1. Godzilla
My earliest memory of film is Godzilla. KTVU Channel 2 used to show monster movies on Saturday afternoons after the Ma and Pa Kettle flicks. If I was lucky, it'd be a Godzilla picture. I couldn't have been more than 4, putting this around 1976. I remember pretending to be Godzilla, stomping cars and trains and screaming Tokyo-ites. I even remember extolling the virtues of Godzilla to friends of my parents. The critic starts young.
2. Ultraman
In the afternoons as a child, that same wonderful Channel 2 would show the dubbed Ultraman. All those incredible rubber suit monsters and flying ships. Channel 2 also aired episodes of Spectreman and Space Giants. How could I not fall in love with the culture?
3. Chris' Toys
My friend Chris had these pre-Transformers Japanese toys that changed from space ships into robots, or they at least looked really cool. They were die-cast metal and super expensive. I remember looking at some in a store at the Stanford mall behind a glass case. You couldn't get them at Kay-Bee, you had to go to the special shop. Who bought those toys? Adults?
4. Zeno
Around 3rd grade I had a friend named Zeno, whose father was American and mother was Japanese. He had lived in Japan, and told me all about it. It seemed unfathomably exotic. I remember he told me they had huge mazes to wander through. What a country! When the Wooz was built outside Sacramento by a Japanese company, it all made sense to me: Zeno said the Japanese like big mazes.
5. After-school Anime
First it was Battle of the Planets, with that weird transvestite villain. Then it was Robotech, which was the thing to watch in middle school. Every day we'd race home from school on our bikes to follow the adventures of characters that retained their names even though their appearances changed dramatically. There was also Captain Harlock, Starblazers, and, later, Voltron. These were all on Channel 26, which is still going as a non-network affiliate in the San Francisco Bay Area. They have international programming, including Japanese shows on Saturday and Sunday nights.
Along the way to total obsession, there was discovering sushi in high school, seeing Tokyo Decadence on first-run and not knowing what the hell was going on, and then a succession of friends who kept running off to Japan and coming back with incredible stories. Call me a late bloomer I guess.
Now it's too late. There's no going back, and I wouldn't have it any other way.







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